7/23/2010
You are a hero, your family and friends are here , you are there , is not right, but this is the ilfe. We love so much and we miss a lot. We will never forget you Justin, never.]]>11/22/2009
I LOVE YOU FOREVER]]>11/22/2009
I MISS YOU BABY SO MUCH:(:(:(I LOVE YOU..]]>4/6/2009
I was missing you today when I went to go see Papa. I asked if I could go through pictures as all I have are the ones I took of us before you deployed and some random ones of you all grown up. I took a trip down memory lane..as much as I joked around about how white your hair was and how you had more hair than me, I was really balling my eyes out deep down inside. I read on someone's page on here that even though there are people around to ease the pain of your loss..the tears will never stop flowing. How could I not cry over one of the greatest loves of my life? You mean the world to me. I often wonder what kind of life I would be living if you were here today. I bet I wouldn't be as strong as I am. I bet I wouldn't value things in life as much. Your loss has lead me on some paths...of all calibers. I have taken something from each and all I seem to come up with in the end is that I miss you terribly. I can't complain and say life is absolutely horrible but I know deep down inside that it is missing someone pretty important. I will always feel that way no matter what anyone tells me. Sometimes I wished I was an only child growing up so I wouldn't have to share or compete with you. Now, I am an only child and well more like an orphan...lol. Call me orphan Annie..I had that as a nickname in school anyhow as someone thought I looked like her. But I feel like its been hardship after hardship since you have left...and guess what? I am still alive and kicking. You always knew I could handle my own and I know you never worried about me. I guess that is why I am the one left here to stumble on without you...thanks, bro..for making me go through hell and back ;) I am a better woman for it and you know, I think I have found someone who is pretty deserving of me..funny thing is he looks like he could be my brother more than you did! HAHA! Odd, I know...after hating my red hair growing up, I absolutely without a doubt love one. Ironic, dontcha think? :D Thank you for pushing me on, encouraging me to keep my head held high, making me jump through hurdles, brave the many storm, making me appreciate what I have around me, giving me the strength to endure life's obstacles, allowing me to smile in the midst of adversity...and most of all- thank you for being the best damn brother this sister could have ever had. I love you and miss the ever loving shit out of you bro. http://timeofremembrance.org:80/soldiers Love Always and Forever, Jessy - even though I hated you calling me that, you were one of the few that did...so its only appropriate that I say it, I laugh now and would give anything to hear you call me that again....]]>